Work schedules has been the primary cause, I believe. Working 2nd shift has it's pros and cons. Pros: Don't have to wake up to an alarm if I don't want to. It turns out my body naturally starts waking me up around 11 am. Also, I don't have to take any time off work for things like doctors appointments, etc. I can wake up and run all of my errands before work. My body naturally prefers 2nd shift so I've been feeling as rested as I ever have. Cons: Having work land in the middle of your day can kinda suck. Luckily me and Nathan both ended up on a 2nd shift schedule rather than one of us 1st and one 2nd but there are definitely days when it feels like we get no time together. Getting to wake up slowly rather than rushing to get out the door in the morning like I did on 1st is nice but having a few hours before work and a few after can often make it feel like my entire day is taken up by work. I've tried the idea of waking up right before work and staying up later but it seems my body now refuses to sleep past 11. Also, 2nd shift is apparently the one with the most changeable hours. There are days I need to go in at 11:30 - noon and others when I don't go in until 3, depending on the work that day. And then of course there are days when I have to switch to first for only a couple of days at a time. So yeah, I'm figuring this is a large portion of why time has been dragging.
Then there's the lack of trips. Me and Nathan both have depended on frequent trips home to see everyone when we can to keep our sanity. Unfortunately, due to various reasons the frequency has shrunk to basically, once or twice a year. So, needless to say, we miss all our friends and family. We were lucky enough to have Nathan's parents visit this weekend. It was great seeing them again and we had a lot of fun.
The final (and probably most important) reason: I am nothing if not impatient. A little while after writing previous post mentioning my dream job, I decided it was time to stop waiting around and get on with it, so then Nathan can get on with finishing what he wants to and we'll both be much more satisfied in the career department. (All the other departments of our marriage are going swimmingly already <3 ) So I've been working on getting to a point where we are settled for a while in a career I love, be it forensics, tox, research or pharma, something that I can get behind and really enjoy my job. Problem is, it turns out serious job hunting takes time and requires a lot of waiting. I don't wait well. My patience factor is basically something along these lines:
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